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Oh gee, I feel all nostalgic now, writing in my journal.
It has been way too long. Except, that's exactly what I said in the past gazillion journal entries!

Well what's up?
Life decisions
I am applying to University this year, and I feel like everything has come too fast!
I was torn and pressured to go into med, but finally I've decided that I like nothing more than Computers, so I might simply fully FINALLY decide to get into coding and programming and all that jazz and apply into computer sciences.
Exciting.
One more term until I graduate so I will now dedicate my time to more important things now... which is not health sciences....
I have WAY too many too-old things in my gallery so I might just clean that up a bit and see how it goes.
So how have you all been?

I see that I haven't stopped receiving love from all you deviants and I makes me all teary-eyed to think that you haven't abandoned me!
I logged in today to 1,746 feedback messages and 13 notes, I promise I'll tend to them ASAP!


Missed you all!


I want to wish everyone a wonderful year 2013 full of art and love!


I promise I'm gonna upload new things in the next few days, so stay tuned!


PS; I think I'll have to close commissions for now, I have a few that are requested in my inbox and I'll reopen after I shamefully reply to all those lovely people I have accidentally ignored for the past few months...

Either way, lots of love,
MX:heart:



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I'm back baby.

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Alright, time to set things straight.
It seems like I have disappeared from the surface of the Earth, no one knew where I went. College. That's what happened to me.
I was so overwhelmed by work and all that, but in the end, guess what? HOLIDAYS time.
I need your help guys...
I want to buy these shirts on DA but I'm a couple of hundreds of :points: short. So here's what I'm gonna do. I will take donations. ANY amount that is above 5 :points:.
For every donation, I will be featuring, drawing, sketching, painting etc, you something. Deal?
Please. I need these tee-shirts. And before tomorrow because right now it's free shipping.

PS: Keep the commissions coming. For the next 5 weeks, I will literally sit here and work my butt off on my list. :heart:
  
This journal skin is for Goth-Princess11234. Aren't her OCs beautiful! :D

I'd like to feature :icongoth-princess11234: because she had been patient with me, waiting for this skin. Thank you.
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Donate :points:? :heart:





{ Journal skin design&coding by mxlove; OC by Goth-Princess11234}
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Hey guys. I know you may all think I'm dead but I'm not... yet.
The thing is, it's crunch time over here. Exams, exams, exams, exams. Oh did I mention... exams?
ALSO I've been working on this BIG art piece. It's huge and I'll post it when I'm done. I'm still in the process of working down through my commission list.
Sorry It takes like forever.
I found out that some of my dA notes are not sending and I was upset, found out it was plugin's fault and fixed it.

When all this is over, when I turn in my final projects, I'll come back stronger than ever and spam all your inboxes with goodies. I decided that I no longer want to post EVERYTHING I do, just the best.
Bear with me?
Thanks.
Sending over lots of love.


Oh and no I haven't forgotten, to my fellow people who talked mango last journal post, here's a little feature for you.

:iconlotuseyeproductions: Gotta love those Crafts!
Empusa 2 by lotuseyeproductions Eclectic Beauty2 by lotuseyeproductions Forget Me Not by lotuseyeproductions

:iconsamatsu: This commissionee of mine to whom I owe loads writes beautiful poetry:
Move AlongWe've watched it end,
Seen the cliché reality descend
Into a grimy realisation.
I know now the 'light'.
How we keep treading on and on,
Forgoing the weakness.
Sometimes it's not okay-
Those same times we might fall,
Or rise into delirium;
Sparing our sanity
Instead of facing it head on
With a sword and shield.
But I will stay here.
Holding out my hand to others,
Like an angel of the peace.
Just reach out to me
So you can be anchored down,
Tethered to life itself.
When it's not okay-
We'll keep walking down the road,
Worn feet or none.
Because hope is hope,
And we'll carry it like a flame
Across stormy waters.
EndlessSilence pumps into an empty heart,
Starting the erratic beat up and rushing-
Flailing with relish and uttering cries,
Fresh and simple sounds unheard:
Gasps, wracking gasps to the throat
As I choke on the cold gale trying
So hard to wrestle away death.
The air breathes life to my lungs,
Filling a soul with lavender and spice;
I become a torrent of pure clarity,
Cruising like a shooting star-
Across the beams of pure vibrations,
Elated and flowing with the voices
Of a great many whispering ancestors!
With my palms spread, arms extended
Like the wings crafted upon my back,
I am flying forwards and upwards;
Invisible to the minds of the world,
But still here in the hearts of time,
Imprinted with the overlapping  songs
As a first class stamp to ambiance.
Hold MeDon't you see the misery
Inside my delicate smiles?
I'm playing hide and seek
With myself;
You're not looking for me
Anymore.
I've waited so so long
For you to find me-
I never knew that you
Stopped trying
And started giving up on
Who I am.
The sun sets and I go cold.
No one's there to
Hold my trembling at bay.
I'm going to collapse
And break.
I'm lost.
I'm gone.


:iconpegasusqueen: Fellow Watcher!
UnamedThe breeze bend the trees and blew the grasses the sun climbed higher into the sky as noon approached steadily. There in a plain small meadow, 3 kits tumbled and played. A little Brown kit, swiped at his sisters Small gray ears, Another kit a small black one. Tried to catch a huge glossy Gray tail, "Go play with your siblings Night not with my tail" said a sweet voice the kits knew so well.  She put her paw on her tail to hold it in place and straightened the crooked tip, Night nodded. He ran to play with his younger siblings. "Hey quit messing with my ears Hawk" the small gray cat said, she licked her paw and straightened her ear. Night stared at Hawk, then he pounced on him and they tumbled hard as they started rough housing. The little gray kit shook her head and walked to her mother. They both had the same shade of gray, with a silvery tinge to the tips of their fur. "You know toms Lily, They just fight all they want." The Gray cat said. Lily sighed. "If only they could p tree boat by PegasusQueen Facing the war alone by PegasusQueen

Comment and You'll be featured in the next journal :D
Love you guys all so so much :blowkiss:





Leftover Chocolate

Milk

Glee Songs

Pokepark :3

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I've been through so much lately, it's incredible. Now I'm super glad it's march break. I get to catch up with a few things.
I owe an apology to all the ones on my waiting list for commission, I had problems with my pen and tablet, sorry for the delay.

Everything will be done and sorted out by the end of this week.

I never get to hear about my watchers, so please drop me a note, a comment, let me know you exist, and tell me how you guys are doing out there.

First 10 that give me a sign of life and include the word "mango" somewhere in their comment/note will receive features? how about THAT. :D

This journal's a pre-showing for Samatsu. It's not completely done, but I wanted advice. :blush:

ps; if you guys are looking for a good interactive multiplayer site go to OMGPOP. (Make sure you click on that link though, I get referral points and we can automatically be friends!)

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I'm in the middle of sending out applications so I'm busy like CRAZY but my exams are over so I can relax a bit and finish up some coding I've been owing commissioners! :blush:

        This one's for Jeromerocks37 :heart:

Nexts on my list:
Samatsu
PROGRESS: :star::star-half::star-empty::star-empty::star-empty:

Minato-Kushina
PROGRESS: :star-empty::star-empty::star-empty::star-empty::star-empty:

(thank you for your patience, guys)


My birthday's in a week!


I'm so glad I have my laptop back. It crashed (again) a week ago and my whole C drive was formatted! :noes: I don't know how I managed to live.
I've discovered film. So now I may as well come up with some film too, keep your eyes peeled. <3

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